see u next time, i wish we'd another time n place

mungkin akan lama tidak menyapa blog ini saya rasa..

konsentrasi kemudian tidak dapat menjadi alasan kenapa hal itu terjadi/./.
tapi yang jelas ada sebagian alasan yang tentu berkembang darinya..

i cant figure out n xplain more sista..
c u..


sincerely..
mine./.

I'm Only Me When I'm With You lyrics-

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky

And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true

And I don't try to hide my tears
The secrets, all my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I?m with anybody else
It?s so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true

And I?m only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I?m only me when I?m with you
With you, oh, yeah

Stuck In The Moment lyrics by Justin Bieber

With you,
With you,
I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place...

Now Romeo & Juliet,
They could never felt the way we felt,
Bonnie & Clyde,
Never had the highlight,
We do,
We do...

You and i both know it can't work,
It's all fun and games,
'til someone gets hurt,
And i don't,
I won't let that be you...

Now you don't wanna let go,
And i don't wanna let you know,
There might be something real between us two, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy,
'cause i know you can't love me here...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can do (Can Do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you...

See like Adam & Eve,
Tragedy was a destiny,
Like Sunny & Cher,
I don't care,
I got you baby...

See we both,
Fightin' every inch of our fiber,
Justin Bieber Stuck In The Moment lyrics found on http://www.lyricsoncall.com/lyrics/justin-bieber/stuck-in-the-moment-lyrics.html
'cause in a way,
It's gonna end right but,
We are both too foolish to stop...


Now you don't wanna let go,
And i don't wanna let you know,
There might be something real between us two, who knew?
And we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy,
And i know you can't love me here...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can do (Can Do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you...

See like,
Just because this cold cold world saying we can't be,
Baby, we both have the right to decide we,
And i ain't with it,
And i don't wanna be so old and grey,
And it isn't 'bout these better days,
But convince just telling us to let go,
So we'll never know...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
'cause everything we did,
And everything we have is stuck in the moment,
Yeahhh...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can do,
(Nothing my heart can do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you,
Yeah,
Whoa whoa...

melepas kerinduan

Semua tampak lebih hijau di awal musim penghujan kali ini, tanah halaman yang retak menggumpal yang tidak bisa menyembuyikan basahnya akan terkelupas ketika disapu dengan beberapa helai helai lidi bersamaan dengan dedaunan ranting coklat-kuning basah oleh hujan kemarin sore, tanah yang lebih lembab dari yang lain menjadi licin ketika di injak.menjatuhkan.

Pagi ini adalah pagi pertamaku di kampong halaman, setidaknya setelah sekian lama,rasanya begitu nikmat bisa merasukkan bau udara tanah kelahiran di rongga dada. Ada semacam nostalgia kerinduan masa kecil yang teringat.

Beranjak sore kemudian, ketika anak-anak berkejaran-gembira menggenggam beberapa rupiah, hadiah puasa penuh kemarin, dibelikan petasan takut-takut menyalakan kemudian lari. Mejauh menutup telinga. Dan DHUAR!

Bau bubuk misiu segera memenuhi udara, meraka beringsut kegirangan. Lonjak-lonjak.

Dan ketika azan menggema di langit-langit senja, hijaunya rerumputan dan pepohonan yang mulai menghitam seakan memberikan kesan;

”O anak manusia, barangsiapa yang masih ragu atas nikmat Tuhan kau. –pada dasarnya,,

-lihatlah dirimu dan sekelilingmu, gunakan total akal-otak dan sedikit saja hatikau. Biarlah detik demi menit berlalu, MAKA BERSYUKURLAH!!”---

Diatas Perantauan

Beginilah adanya aku Adinda,

Menjauhimu karena takut jauh

dari-Nya

Bau matahari tercium diatas bibir

saat angin buritan menerpa,

wajah kusut-masai ini

Memainkan gurat-guratnya

Kini diatas selat O Adinda

Mendekat memenuhi panggilan Ibunda

sedang, merapatkan ketaatan di jauhnya

arah memisah kerinduan

Pun tak dapat sejauh biru ombak bergelombang

menyampaikan seberkas pesan

Apalah desau angin yang menggertak tiba

dalam hitungan satu-dua kedipan

Sudahlah cukup kasihNya hari ini dan kemarin

Untuk penyedap angin senja kita

dalam imagimu

O, diatas perantauan Adinda,

Seharusnya kau tau,.

--Tribuana 1, Selat Sunda

28 Agustus 2010

----20 Agustus 2010

“Aku adalah gunung Adinda,..

terlihat kokoh, indah, menyedapkan mata dari kejauhan,..

Tapi setelah kau daki puncaknya,

Kau pelajari ngarai dan lerengnya,

Gunung itu penuh dengan jurang, perdu-perdu, belukar berduri,

bebatuan tajam yang memenuhi di beberapa sisi.

Sudahlah Adinda, itulah aku”--

Senja biru~

Diatas dinginnya pangkuan subuh
kala itu
Kutangkupkan kening
diatas sajadah nikmat

Tenggelam dalam sujud
Atas kasih-Nya di setiap tarikan nafas,
mengadu keluh-kesah
lebih dari kepada ibu

tentang cinta, cita-
cobaan, ujian, hukuman,
hidup.

Ya Rabb. teguhkan hati ini
mencintainya atasMu.
Cukuplah penangguhanMu
menjadi angin senja penyangga
ketaatan kami.

jogja, 11 ramadhan 1431 H
21 Agustus 2010 M

fauzisar El-Lambunjiy

Lyrics to Maybe :

Didn't you wanna hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
It's a cold, hard road when you wake up,
and I don't think that I have the strength
to let you go.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

There goes my ring,
it might as well have been shattered.
And I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered.
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long.
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

And someday, I promise I'll be gone.
And someday, I might even sing this song to you.
I might even sing this song to you.
To you, to you, to you...
And I was crying alone tonight,
and I was wasting all of my life
just thinking of you.
So just come back,
we'll make it better.
So just come back,
I'll make it better than it ever was.
I'll make it better than it ever was.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

(I want it all, don't leave right now.
I'll give you everything.)

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face makes me wish
that I was never brought into this place.
Maybe it's just me
[ Maybe Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

this is us.

This Is Us Lyrics

Got a million reasons to run and hide
I dont blame you for being scared (for being scared, no)
Bout a novel long, all the pain that hes caused you
Baby Im fully aware (Im fully aware)

If I could change the stories ending to me and you
Dont know the meaning of pretending what to do

I could be the one
Give you all my love
Forget what he has done to you
I'm here now
Open up to me
Love will set you free
If ever you believe it
Please believe in me

This is us
This is us
This is us
This is us
This is love
This is love
Let the world know, baby This is us
This is us
This is us
This is us
This is us
This is love
This is love
Let the world know, baby
This is us

I know everything isn't meant to last
Box up all those photographs
You're moving on (yeah)
I could flip back over that hour glass
And refill the better half (the better half)

And i'ts a miracle how broken hearts can mend
Won't you dry up all those tear drops and start again

Alunan Subuh

Alunan Subuh

 

Desau romansa subuh menggema

pertanda Pungguk diujung

jauh kesempatannya

merayu lambai keanggunan bulan

Merapikan kisut bersuhuf-suhuf sajak

segaris mengernyit menajamkan seringai

ketidak-pastian

kehakikian bulan merindukannya

 

Atau Sebaliknya?

 

Oi, biarlah belantara jabarut

Dicelup hujan untuk

Mengamininya.

 

 

Aka aXilem

Jogjakarta, 10 Juni 2010

3idiotizm

i'v get the sunShine..
i'v get the rain..
i'v get anoyher chance..
i wanna grow up once again..
:)

----3 idiot present.

lanskap2 tua

Lanskap-Lanskap Tua

Subuh diderai fajar

ketika kutanam tiga butir zikir

pada segenggam kubangan pagi

Pada kondisi umum

senada Adinda menyiangi ladangnya

Jelas sabit kita mengetam senyum

walau sedikit

tapi kondisi tidak selalu umum Bung

Justru dari sedikit itu

manusia tidak pernah belajar dari lanskap-lanskap tua yang

membujur digiring selusin kabut yang

beranjak dari pelupuk mata

ketidakpastian

Aka Ax-Xilem

Jogja, 10 Januari 2010

next..

Adinda
18 Mei 2009

Di bening telaga malam
ia mengkaji rembulan

akan kujenguk, Adinda!
tak sia semai sajakmu keliling
ilalang sukmaku
Nyatanya kereguk nirwana 103 benua
yang mulai kisut!

: "pemuda ini tak penah sekolah
"benua kan cuma tujuh."


Oi,tak Apa,
biarlah Majnun gembel-gila
atas cintanya pasa laila

Afi! tumpahkanlah wejanganmua sibelantara
agar para pujangga juga memahami
sejatining cinta
"Majnun mencintai atas agamanya, jika lepas agama dari hati laila,
lepaslah cintanya padanya."

Merpatiku pulang di Subuh hari
diamini cuaca
ditakzimi selaksa fajar


part of life----

Adinda
18 Mei 2009

Di bening telaga malam
ia mengkaji rembulan

akan kujenguk, Adinda!
tak sia semai sajakmu keliling
ilalang sukmaku
Nyatanya kereguk nirwana 103 benua
yang mulai kisut!

: "pemuda ini tak penah sekolah
"benua kan cuma tujuh."


Oi,tak Apa,
biarlah Majnun gembel-gila
atas cintanya pasa laila

Afi! tumpahkanlah wejanganmua sibelantara
agar para pujangga juga memahami
sejatining cinta
"Majnun mencintai atas agamanya, jika lepas agama dari hati laila,
lepaslah cintanya padanya."

Merpatiku pulang di Subuh hari
diamini cuaca
ditakzimi selaksa fajar


part of life----

semua liric koleksi Avetarian :)

mau liat liric2 koleksi bleh...

yang melo ada....
jadul jga ada...
kenangan bnyak..
yang woow,.jga
byk2nya yang romantisme tinggi si,...
:)
kekekekeke..
hadu hadu maap sisanya ktinggalan di ann(flash tercintah....:)_)

klik ke sini

the moon was back tonight...

sesuatu yang pengen bgt tersampaikan untuk menyapa halaman ini untuk kedua kalinya...
adalah...
"kealpaan itu sendiri"..

LAST SONG EVER-SECONDHAND SERENADE
Em- x22033
C- x32033
G- 320033
D/F#- 2x0033
D- xx0323
Dsus- xx0233


Intro- Em, C (mute)


Verse:
Em
I wish my life was this song,

C
cause songs they never die

Em C
i could write for years and years and never have to cry
Em C
i'd show you how i live without saying a word,
Em C
i could wrap up both our hearts i know it sounds obsurde,


Chorus
G D/F# Em
and i saw the tears on your face, i shot you down,
C D
and i slamed the door but couldn't make a sound so,
G D/F# Em
please stay sweet my dear, don''t hate me know,
C D Dsus
i can't tell how this last song ends


(Intro)

Verse:
Em
the way that i feel tonight
C
so down so down,
Em
i pray i can swim
C
just so i wont drown,
Em
and the waves that crash
C
over me i'm gasping for air
Em C
take my hand so i can breathe (i wrote this last song down)

Chorus:
G D/F# Em
and i saw the tears on your face, i shot you down,
C D
and i slamed the door but couldn't make a sound so,
G D/F# Em
please stay sweet my dear, don''t hate me know,
C D Dsus
i can't tell how this last song ends


(Intrelude: Em, C, D/F#, G, D/F#)


Bridge:
Em
broken glass
C G D/F#
your mostioned skin was everything, was everything
Em
and your broken voice
C
was quivering(youre every thing)
G D/F#
your everything, your everything
Em C
scream at me make it the best i've ever heard,
G D/F#
laugh out loud i know it sounds obsurd,
Em C
scream at me make it the best i've ever heard,
G D/F#
your everything, your everything


Em C
your heart beastslowly, pains are grown,
G D/F#
does she love you, thats worth knowing, yea
---------------
sebenernya banyak bt lagu yang pengen aku sampaikan mewakili hati ini..
untuk sebuah pembuka aku harap ini qualified.... :)

won..

the one who won my heart

I swore I’d let nobody in
Not that way again
I’d fixed it so they won’t stand a chance
But you lessened the distance
I think you knew what this could be
You never gave up reaching for me

Chorus:
Because you hold me up so high
Give yourself with no condition
Because you guide me
When I’m stumbling in the dark
You hear what’s deep inside
When I need you there to listen
You’re the one who won my heart

And it’s still a mystery
What you see in me
Coz you know I’ve never been an open book
But maybe I’m changing
Just a little less true
There’s not a question
I owe it to you

kini.....

kini...
saat aku mulai melangkah..
Allah memberiku sayap..
hingga aku harus belajar untuk terbang..

kini..
saat aku memulai terbang..
Allah memberiku lorong waktu..
hingga ku harus belajar untuk menghilang..

disaat aku mulai menghilang diantara relung batas waktu..
Dia mengambil jalannya..
Dia mengambil sayapnya..

dan aku meronta..
meminta apa yang telah diberikannya padaku dulu..
memgais apa yang pernah ku genggam..

dan ternyata..
semua ini hanya milikNya..
mungkin denting hidupku
tak dironggai kesyukuran...

ketika

ketika ku titipkan sejuta rindu ini kepadaNya..
Dia memberiku sayap untuk bertahan,..
menantimu..
hingga kau kembali..

ketika ku titipkan seribu rinduku kepadaNya..
Dia tersenyum menenangkanku..
berkata..
bahwa aku takkan bisa jauh dariNya...

bahwa aku rindu...
dan akubertahan didini..
denganNya...

rinduku

bukankah kuasaMu menjejak walau hanya sekedar basah..
atau keringnya setangkai jerami ..
bukankah kuasaMu menggapai walau jatuh tidaknya tetes air ditengah hutan belantara....

tuhan.. aku rindu dia...

dipenghujung kerinduan....

ya Allah..

bila harus ku berlari...
sanggupkah aku pergi dari takdirmu..?

First posting

Alhamdulillah..

first word that must we say..

back to the purpose of human creating,..

! :)